All smiles

“All smiles on the outside,

Showing how perfect it looks,

With no scratches in sight,

No one ever knew what’s going on inside.

All smiles on the outside,

But struggling hard inside,

Fighting to wake up,

And the courage to keep awake.

8 years ago, when I was Twenty,

I’ve never imagined that I could be this weak.

That it would never ever hit,

to someone as active as me.

Oh, how wrong I am,

it seems like the cells are adding,

slowly taking over and be in control,

getting more aggressive with every symptoms ignored.

All smiles on the outside,

Makes me feel good inside,

As long as I can endure,

It shall be my way of life.-lia”